still fine for me?


there are so much things for me to do now, yet i am most worried about my knee. It seems fine, i can still walk properly and jump a little, still when a little more pressure is added, my knee always give way. I hate it, seriously i hate it, i still want to ball like there are no more tommorrow, i still want to run like i used too, i just want to live like the olden days. From the fact that i could not, i feel extremely, extremely down. Scan is on next friday, i will undergo the operation on the same day if the results are negative. That's it, from now till next friday, there will not be a need for me to mention about that knee.


I have no idea on what i should be blogging about. With all the spare time i have, i will be either slacking away or occupy myself with something to meddle with. I know it is boring, still i have to make a point out there that i am not going to abandon this blog here.


This is so ironic, everything when i feel the urge to blog, i am always stuck on what i am going to post, it's like having a mind of a thousand thoughts, yet not knowing which to start with. Needless to mention, all i think and feel now is my pathetic knee.


IF there is a time for me to ponder, so often i would wonder, what went wrong in the first place?
Perhaps i really should be cuddling myself under the blanket.