something fresh, something new. finally i am back~

people always say that, it feels good when you can finally get stuff off your chest. i guess it is not entirely true.

today, perhaps i got things off my chest, but in the process, it felt like a dagger stabbing right through my heart again and again. it was painful and it made me tear. i just felt like i'm totally lost in you. sometimes people may appear to be non-chalant, trying hard to run away from problems they dont want to face, but their efforts are somehow in vain. deep in their heart. or rather mine, it's always that matter that they matter the most.

2007 is here and still it's as if i'm in 2006. simply because the problems are still left unsolved. it's so hard to maintain a positive outlook. that's my only resolution for this year.